kriww

Seperti Mimi dan Mintuna. Atau Thelma dan Louise. Bukan primadona para penakluk, namun aku senantiasa menyukai kalian, entah mengapa. Dari Lawang aku berjalan, kuucapkan salam. Apakah kalian merindukanku? Masihkah kalian mengenalku? Aku yang dulu, masih muda dan lugu, menapakimu dengan kedua kaki kecilku, begitu angkuh. Aku kembali, membawa cerita dan luka, maukah kalian menyapa, jiwaku terasa renta.

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. We've been saying goodbye so many times, but I know that this very moment, it was the last. And suddenly all the ideas who seemed clear yesterday became blurry. I wasn't ready for goodbye. The zero possibility of ever holding your hand again made me devastated. I felt so hollow. Like, James Blunt kind of hollow. And you touched my hands, maybe for the last time. I will never forget you, you said, you know I won't. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. I'm glad we met, I said. Too sad we're not meant to be. But seriously, what is meant to be really means? Will there be a sign if someone was really meant for us? God? Maybe then I could stop wasting my time with a bunch of someone(s). I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can...

Akhirnya ada kepastian tentang kuliahku tahun depan. Akhir tahun ini akan kembali ke Jakarta, yey yea...senangnyaaa... Hari ini juga akhirnya selesai semua penugasan yang melelahkan 45 hari terakhir ini. Bahagia banget. Terus aku inget Mr Funny sahabat aku, keluarga di Balikpapan yang rasanya seperti rumah sendiri, trus jadi sedikit sedih... Time flies, nggak terasa sudah sebentar lagi bakal selesai kewajiban di sini, bisa kuliah lagi, bisa ketemu teman-teman lama lagi. Senang...langsung hubungin juga Miss Turquoise dan dia juga seneng banget, sayangnya Miss Clumsy nggak bisa kuliah bareng kita tahun ini, tapi biarlah. Semoga tahun depan ada rezekinya ketemu lagi. Nggak sabar pengen cepet akhir tahun!